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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Everytime I come here..
I will have things to say..
Well, right..
I'm really stressed..
I don't know what reason I'm stressed for..
But I know I have a lot of things to complete..

I'm currently finding a song that has to be searched BY Today..
And.. Tomorrow we will have to use the song for dance steps..
I wonder how some people can handle stress so easily..
Because they think on the positive side to get things better?
I wish this whole week can quickly pass...
So that I can at least rest for next week...
Before changing my attitude before flying to China..
For my educational trip..

Sigh.. I wish tomorrow will be a successful day..
I'm so sure I am going to sleep early today..
Sleep early, wake up early, Go to school early..
Hope the day will end as soon as possible..

Still have to find 2 songs to sing when I reach to China..
Maybe in the holidays.. Choir practices will be added too..
I don't know.. Since next year it will be the cultural night..
But hell Who knows what has happened to the Cultural night..
Postponed? Might as well say that it is cancelled...
Most of us have put in the effort for it..
And now it's gone just like that..
I really hope the principal will really Only Postpone it..
And not.. cancel it..
I have always been anticipating for it and not only me..
But my friends too..

I suddenly feel so bad..
I feel that I didn't do my duty well as a sister..
Was it because I was rebellious..
That's why she follows me?
Or did she learn it from school?
I don't know...
She doesn't seem to understand what I say everytime I tell her..
It's not right to do this..
It's not right to do that..
But she doesn't listen to me...
She always talk back to me..
And I don't know what to do..
Am I supposed to know everything by the age of 14?
Why does my family expect so much things from me?
Maybe my sister is only 7 years old.. That's why she's so rebellious..
But I'm not that naughty at that age...
Why is she like that?
Was I that spoilt when I was her age?
I don't think so...
Then why is she so spoilt at this age......
I just wish I can leave this whole world..
Then I will have nothing to care about anymore..

Nothing..
I don't have to hear nasty things..
Don't have to be responsible..
Don't have to study..
Don't have to be angry at things that don't have to..
Don't have to be spending my time in school instead of home.. For holidays..
......
Don't have to do anything...

don't know what to do.......
I
HONESTLY..
DON'T
KNOW..
HOW TO BE A PERSON....
Can someone teach me how to?
SOmeone? Just someone?

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