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Friday, July 10, 2009

My heart is bleeding.....

I don't know when has it become like this...
Everytime you talk to me...
I just feel so frustrated.In the past, no matter how much you say..
I would patiently reply you, patiently comfort you..
I don't know how it has changed to become like this now..
I feel like everytime i talk to you..
It seems like there are many sharp knife stabbing through my heart.

I can't even try to communicate with you normally anymore..
Its suffocating me..
making me feel like my heart is broken into thousand pieces..
I can't seem to go back to the past anymore..
how can i change back again?

I don't like this feeling seriously..
It's not only me..
But the people in this are also hurting..
I may not say this, but I know..
why can't it go back again?
To the happy times where everyone is still innocent and happy?
Why must it end up like this?
I don't want it to end because of this reason..
But I am beginning to not breathe anymore..
What is the reason behind?



17.03 pm
10th July 2009
roxxi

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Monday, July 6, 2009

THE FEELING IS REALLY FADING

It seems like I am starting to lose feeling for you already..
The things you do in return..
I am really sick and tired of it already.
Horoscope proving that I am not suitable for you..
I guess it is true eh?
No matter how hard I try..
No matter how much I give into..
I will still get the same answer.

Best friends( or Good Friends only )
How I really wish that it could someday exceed that..
But I am really really tired already.
Helping you out...
But you wouldn't see how much I did for you..
Only the girl in your heart.. takes every part of you..

You are too stupid to know what is really happening..
Knowing only the fake reason behind..
and worst, I cannot tell you the true feelings of mine..
For 4 years... 4 long years...
still nothing happened..

I should really really move on...
Maybe I should not have asked who is the girl you like
This way, I wouldn't be so heart-brokened..
Others say there is someone even better for me..
But I know the feeling will always be different.
Falling in love with someone and letting someone like you...
There is always someone who will give in more.. no matter what.

Maybe I should really consider him..
He really treats me much better than you do..
And most of all.. His attention is not on another person..
...Right?

roxxi
6.07.2009( Monday )
13.52 pm




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