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Friday, March 28, 2008

为什么每次都这样?
Why does it happen everytime?
为什么每次我喜欢的人都不喜欢我?
Why does the person I like always fall for someone else?
我的心感觉好痛。。好痛。。也好酸。。
My heart hurts .. it hurts just like it has broken into pieces .. I feel so sour inside ..
感觉。。快喘不过气来了。。
It gives me difficulty to even breathe properly ..
为什么我会那么轻易的爱上人。。
Why must I fall for someone so easily?
我有那么令人讨厌吗?
Am I that hateful in everyone's eyes?
为什么会没有人喜欢我?
Why isn't there anyone out there who like me ..?
我有什么东西缺少的吗?
what do I not have that .. other girls have?
是我太臭了吗?
Am I very ugly?

我恨我自己。。
I hate myself ..
不懂得靠自己生活。。
That I don't know how to rely on myself ..
需要陪伴。。
That I need a companion ..
会觉得很寂寞。。
That I will feel very lonely ..
觉得。。 没有人爱。。
That I will feel that nobody loves me ..
没有人疼。。
Nobody dotes on me ..

才短短的两个礼拜。。
Just shortly 2 weeks ..
我不在学校。。就发生了。。
While I was having my chicken pox .. it has happened ..
还真的是伤心。。
It pains me when I think about it ..


该放弃的。。
Things that I should give up ..
还是得放弃。。
Should be given up ..
祝你们永远幸福吧。。
I wish that both of you will be happily together .. Forever .


28.03.2008
21.54 pm( SG )

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

... I have missed many many chances to become one star ..
And this time they have offered me another chance ..
Even though I know that the start is a tough road to go ..
And I won't get much scenes to do and even won't be on-screen ..
But I had hoped so much to be on TV and What's more now it's a movie NOT only A SHOW ..

There may seem to be only a tiny slight chance for someone to see me ..
But I hope I can use even with this tiny chance and get the attention of Them ..
BUT .. CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES ..
And I have to sacrifice my Sunday's Piano Lesson And a School day ..
What am I supposed to do? the latest I can call is by 3pm tomorrow .

If I skipped school, what would I have to say?
If I skipped my piano lessons, It would be so embarrassing ..

Because I have been falling sick for like almost everytime ..

But If I went to school, I will regret for the rest of my life ..
I would have missed that tiny slight chance of going to fame ..

GO OR NOT ?... I don't know ...
There are so many people out there wanting this chance ..
And so many people trying to get this opportunity ..

Dear J Team Students,

You are cordially invited to participant in Director Jack Neo’s latest movie shoot this weekend.
He had planned a scene for all of you to get involved. If you are interested, you have to call ******** for ____ to register your name latest by this Friday 3pm.

Please note that you have to commit for 2 days shoot.


and these are the details that .... I can show ..
Date: 16 March & 17 March (2 days)

Reporting Time for both days: 8.30am (report to Esther / Weiwei)


Attire: Casual Wear (to bring 1 set of extra clothes)

Payment: $50 per day for each individual

Estimated Ending Time: 8.00pm


.... Thinking ... And can't call now because it's too late already.

Shall try to wake up as early as possible tomorrow ..
I hope there will still be a place for me ...
But I have little confidence in talking to strangers on the phone ..

What should I do?

SIGH ~!!

thursday
13th March 2008
11.08 pm ( SG )

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