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Tuesday, April 29, 2008

HAHA .. Can't believe it that awhile ago I was thinking on .. How long is my birthday going to come ..
And now it's only 1 day away from me ..
Actually to be saying the fact ..
I don't really anticipate for the birthday to come because I know that every year it would be the same .. Just .. Loneliness ..
I can't accept the fact that I cannot stand with the Loneliness ..
And what I'm most scared of is being LEFT OUT ..
I could take in almost everything .. But I cannot be a loner ..
I MUST have someone by my side ..
To Encourage Me ..
To Cheer Me Up ..
To Help Me ..
To Let Me Share All My Sorrows ..
This is the weak point that I hate ..
I've always tried to be independant .. But I Can't ..
All Thanks to my Horoscope HAHA!

hmm .. Although This article may seem to be that I am being emotional ..
But .. Still I want to list down all my wishes ! And I really HOPE THAT EACH AND EVERY SINGLE OF THEM COME TRUE ( HEHE .. I know I am alittle selfish wanting everything to be fulfilled! But I do know that not everything can happen at one go .. )

SO .. Here it is ..

1) Hopes everyone passes their Mid-Year Examination with flying colours ( INCLUDING MYSELF )
2) Get at least top 30 in level position.
4) Become a singer ( one day .. )
5) Gets a Big Big Mirror ( for practice use )
6) Gets a real piano
7) Microphone ( haha .. I know it seems silly but at least I could use it to build up my confidence )
8) Own laptop ( not really in need yet LOL )
9) Own Bicycle ( ever since my previous bicycle was SPOILT.. I cannot ride my bicycle to angywhere )
10) Photo Shop Programme ( So I can edit my own pictures )
11) Weighing scale ( To keep track of my weight hehe )
12) Own PSP
13) They Kiss Again( Full Version with english subs ), The prince turns into a frog( Full version with english subs ), Ying Ye 3 + 1( Full Version with english subs[ currently unable to find LOL ] ), hana Kimi( Full Version with english subs ), Er Nv Ah Chu( Full Version with english subs )....
14) Ying Ye 3 + 1 OST, Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni OST
15) Find my Mr.right
16) many many pens! ( always lost the pen ... )
17) Whole Family being healthy and can be together happily!
18) Increase in Monthly pocket money!

I can't think of anything more ..
but that's what i really wished for ..
These things are all .. veri expensive things haha ..
And I don't expect anyone to buy it .. It's just my wishful thinking hehe ..
These are going to be what I want to get .. Once I have enough money ^^

I'm Going to eat my Dinner hehe..
Ciaox
19.33 pm ( SG )
29th april 2008 ( I almost write it as 1993 ) LOL! The year that I am born ..

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Thursday, April 3, 2008

Woah... Tomorrow's the performance already ..
OMG .. The attire is seriously .... so weird ..
SO LONG .. I can fall down if I don't pull my skirt up to walk ...
Sigh ! Not really worried with the lyrics ..
Just worried with the choir ..
Although I have to say everybody improved alot in the singing part ~!
But I hope tomorrow it will be EVEN LOUDER !
And PLEASE let me see .. all your ... SMILES !
Don't let me feel like I'm attending a funeral ..
If I am part of the performer and I said something like this ..
I think the audience will find it worst ..

Supposingly, Kat was going to come to my house straight after we end school ..
But because her mother disagreed with her .. so .. she can only come at 2 pm ..
But although we finish school at 10.15 am tomorrow ..
Both of us still have to stay back for awhile to have our chinese test ..
HAHA .. If not WE WILL BE ABLE TO LEAVE SCHOOL ASAP!

After giving Kat back her uniform + shoes ..
Went to the caltex and bought a drink ..
HAHA .. Don't worry .. it's not beer ..
Just thought about some memories back then ..
But it's over already haha ~
Life should be carried on ..
And not be looked back at !

Just want to say ..
Even if i look like I pretend to not know anything ..
Actually I know everything that is happening ..
So don't worry about hurting me ..
Just say .. I don't want to be somebody in between ..
It's best to let me know then wait and tell me later ..
But I don't blame you ..
Cause I know you will find it hard to tell me ..
But don't keep it anymore ..
I don't like to be the last person to know everything ..
I don't like to be neglected ..
Or being left out ..

Cause I felt neglected lately ..
All my friends have been not as close to me as .. before any more ..
Whatever it is ..
Just don't let me be the last one to know .

Ps : Hope everything will be successful tomorrow ^^!

Ciaox !
9.03 Pm ( SG )
3/04/2008

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Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Haha.. Finally I'm back in school..
Still able to cope but totally and seriously don't understand what is going on..
Guess i have to catch up ALOT ..
Was wanting to update the blog yesterday.. Since it was the sway day yesterday and not today ..

Everything went very fine today ..
Nothing special did happen .. But 1 thing I know ..
While I was doing my Physics test today ..
I FELT like crying ..
Cause I simply didn't even go through/ revise that chapter ..
Sigh .. Felt a sense of ... Disappointment ..
I sure know what is the out come for the test ..
Which is Fail ..
But Don't forget .. Failure is the way to Success HAHA!

Anyway back to Yesterday's post LOL!
31.03.2008

Actually it is not really a sway day la ..
Somewhat going sway but then lucky again haha ..

The first thing is .. When I woke up in the morning then I realised that I have lost my Chairperson's Tagcard .. I was FRANTICALLY searching around the whole house like a mad person making all sorts of noise .. But STILL I COULDN'T FIND IT!

Then I have no choice but to go to school without the tag .. Cause I know I was going to be late .. Even though it is said to be a " Late day " On every odd week ..

I was so worried I told erman to help me go forward for anything if the DM called for chairperson .. Anyway I don't think so they would know about me returning back since I have been absent from school for 2 weeks already ..

But still when he called for the chairperson I still have to go .. I was like looking around at the other chairpersons and most of them wore the tag except some of us ..
Luckily the DM did not notice it .. If not I will be shouted at ..

And the MOST LUCKY THING was when we were having assembly in the hall ..
We have to check how many people are in the hall BUT again .. HE DID NOT NOTICE THAT I WASN'T WEARING THE TAG ..
So .. it's a ... happy go lucky thing ..

Then when I went home .. I started looking for my tag again my i couldn't find it no matter what I did ..
Then suddenly my dog bite something out .. HAHA .. I was like " Joe, can you please give it back to me? "
But she ran out of my room .. HAHA ..
I rushed out of the room and THANK GOD .. SHE IS MY SAVOUR!
I SAW THE TAG !! She was biting it and I quickly got hold of it before it gets broken LOL ..

Actually I can say this is not the 1st time she has helped me to find something already ..
There was once me and my sister wanted to play the playstation ..
So we went to search the whole house for the thing .. But it wasn't there ..
Haha .. then when Joe was walking past one area .. I turned to search that place ..
And found the playstation there haha .. She seems to be a talent in finding things that I've lost ..

The 2nd thing was .. During ENGLISH lesson .. We were supposed to be doing some debating composition .. And then the whole class were like moving around ignoring things .. haha ..
Yuting wanted to ask from Cao Ran for chewing gum and if Cao Ran were to throw Sokexey will be the one who will catch it ..
So I did a favor in helping Yuting to get it from Cao Ran AND WHO KNOWS WHAT THE HELL HAPPEN ON EARTH..

When I got back to my seat .. HAZIQ's CHEWING GUM WAS STUCK ON MY HAIR !
HAHA i don't know whether to be laughing or crying cause it is simply so funny BUT annoying at the same time ..

Si Ying and Wen Xin were like discussing whether we should cut the hair or take it out ..
HAHA they were even arguing with each other on whether should it be cut or not ..
I just said " Cut la " .. anyway cut also no difference one ..
Luckily .. there really isn't any difference haha .. if not I will kill one person ..
Anyway IF there were to be a composition on why should be ban chewing gum in school ..
I think I will know what is One of the reason already LOL!

Haha I actually forgot to watch my idol's drama on Sunday .. 30.03.2008 .. Every sunday 10 pm TTV .. 命中注定我愛你[ Fated to Love you ].. But the good news is .. Their rating has been increasing just like a thunderbolt ..

They were 2nd with the rating 2.56 when their 1st episode had air while 惡作劇2吻[ They Kiss Again ] got 1st with 2.77 ..

And then for the 2nd episode woth 3.81 and the highest 4.52 ..

Ever After Wang Zi Bian Qing Wa [ The prince turns into a frog ] ..
There hasn't been a rating like this high anymore ..
Now with their 3rd episode they are already with average 5.18 while their highest record was 6.77 ... Beating They Kiss Again by alot ..

Although I love both shows alot but I find Fated to Love You's Plot alot more refreshing and interesting ..

Here are the evidence of the ratings :

Ratings for the week of March 16, 2008( Average )

1. They Kiss Again/Er Juo Ju Er Wen 惡作劇2吻(中視) 2.77 [ Episode 14 ]
2. Fated to Love You/Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni 命中注定我愛你(台視)2.56 [ Episode 1 ]

Ratings for the week of March 23, 2008( Average )

1. Fated to Love You/Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni 命中注定我愛你(台視) 3.81[ Episode 15 ]
2. They Kiss Again/Er Juo Ju Er Wen 惡作劇2吻(中視) 2.53 [ Episode 2 ]

Idol Dramas Sunday March 30th 2008( Average )
1. Fated to Love You/Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni 命中注定我愛你(台視) 5.18 [ Episode 3 ]
2. They Kiss Again/Er Juo Ju Er Wen 惡作劇2吻(中視) 2.84 [ Episode 16 ]

link can be found :

http://asianfanatics.net/forum/Chinatimes-Showbiz-Viewers-Ratings-March-24th30th-talk522029.html

http://asianfanatics.net/forum/-talk481302.html

http://showbiz.chinatimes.com/Chinatimes/ExteriorContent/Showbiz/Showbiz-Page/0,4434,list+chartTv,00.html

Okay I have to go !
Time for some sleep ..
11.51 pm ( SG )
1.04.2008
OH AND HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY !

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